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Tuesday, July 5, 2011
`mainit sa dorm

Ang cool ng GA namin kanina. Mehehehehe. Ang saya :> Tas may kumanta na 3rd yr na bio din, ang ganda ng boses pati medyo..MEDYO may itsura lels. Hhahaha. Tas dumating yung mga judges sa mr&ms bio.

SHIT.

ang gwapo *iriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit*
grabe. sobrang nakakastarstruck si kuya. sya daw yung mrCAS dati. Graaaabeeeee ♥ ang gwapo. walang binatbat sila pher at christian lim na yon. HAHAHAHA ang gwapo talagaaaaaaaaaaa. Kaso psych sya :C
tama nga. maraming gwapo sa psych. amp. shiiiift! HAHAHAHAH at higit sa lahat, INC din sya :3 mehehehehehe ang gwapoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ♥_____________♥

Wednesday, June 8, 2011
`okay

ang kapal ng muka. sya pa may ganang mang-block. hahahaha K.


←eto yung napansin ko na parang iba..






↓eto yung kay kayla nung tinesting namen. hahaha

Sunday, June 5, 2011
`0240D

grabe, di ko na namalayan ang oras. nanonood kasi ako nung ep37 at ep38 ng strong heart. grabe, tawang tawa ko. muka na kong timang dito. magisang natawa. may ksamang paghampas hampas pa sa mesa yon ha. hahaha. 


tulog na silang lahat. ako buhay pa.. aalis kami mamaya.. yari ako neto. wahahaha, nways

natapos ko na yung my girlfriend is a gumiho. nung thursday pa nga e. di parin ako makagetover. HAHAHAHA


 sa totoo lang, matagal na ko nagsawa sa mga korean blah blah na yan. simula ng mauso kpop dito sa pinas, nagsawa na ko. lols. ewan. hahaha pati di ako mahilig sa mga storya na tungkol sa mga vampires at kung ano ano pang di naman makatotohanan. di nga ako nagbabasa/nanonood nung twilight na yun e. haha. pero ewan ko ba, natuwa talaga ako sa my girlfriend is a gumiho.. grabe, ang cute cute nila. 
tas si Dae Woong, di sya gwapo. panget nga sya sa paningin ko e. hahaha pero nakakakilig sya. mehehhe ang cute, meron syang mini-dimples LOL WHUUUUT? basta yun. tas yung ugali nya sa drama, ay grabe. ganon gusto ko! HAHAHAHAHA ♥ lumalandiiii~

tas nagiba ng DP si prompartner hehehe, at dahil ni-like naman nya yung dp ko dati, naglakas loob narin ako at ni-like ko dp nya. wehehehe. eto rin hindi gwapo. ma-appeal lang ng sobra. 

...para saken.at kay riva. HAHAHAHAHA 
tulog na mehhh. sakit na ng ulo ko. boooo
//0248D

Wednesday, June 1, 2011
`ayoko pa matulog :c

0323am na, i don't wanna sleep yet :c but if mommy finds  out that i'm still awake, she'll probably  kill me. hahahaha. i just watched 6 episodes of my girlfried [←lol i just typed girlFRIED hahahaha a fried girl. lol i dun wanna change it. it's way too funny for me hahaha] is a gumiho i wanna watch the next ep. but i should sleep now. noooo.


i honestly don't know what i feel or what to feel anymore. *sighs* what's happening to mehhhh.
kbai. gonna sleep now. loljk i'll just lay on the bed and wait for 5am. i can't sleep anymore hahaha i'm gonna wake up at 3pm. lol my sleeping schedule's fucked up. lol what to do what to do? it's already june hahha

//0329am

Sunday, May 29, 2011
`haircut.

sa calamba kami sumamba kanina. yun langs.

tapos nag lunch kame 

tas nag festi kami ni mami kanina. gala cheverloo eklaboo. 

tas nung pauwi na, may nadaanan kameng salon. nagpagupit me. parang walang nagbago. nagpakalbo nalang sana ko hahahaha. 

tas edi pauwi na.
naghihintay na mapuno yung van (di kase kami hinatid ni daddy :c may trabaho e. Kaaaaay.)
so yon, may sumakay na mag-nanay, kaso di sila kasya. so umalis sila.

ugggh hintay uli.

tas may sumakay na ale. yehey! isa nalang.

ugggh hintaaaaay.

tas finally, may kuya na sumakay! yehey aalis na! 
tas ayon. base sa pagkakakita ko sakanya, mukang matangkad naman sya at nasa edad 19 pataas at hindi sya mabaho. koneeeeeeek?? wireless. 
HAHAHAHA
edi yon naandar na yung van. etong si kuya, nakasiksik saken. aba, ang sikip. pisa ako. pero muka kasi syang hirap na hirap na kase parang malalaglag na ata sya sa upuan. kase parang di sya kasya. so, yon hinayaan ko nang ma-pisa ako. inaantok na ko. ay di pala. hahaha. nagpapatugtog kase sya, nakaheadset. aa mo, rinig ko naman pinapakinggan nya. puro nga rock e. HAHAHAHAHA edi yon. gising na gising ako sa byahe. 
tapos sa may lianas, dun bumaba si kuya. YEHEY luluwag na! YEHEYYYY!
pagbaba ni kuya. napatingin ako sa inupuan nya. AA GRABE, ANG LUWAG LUWAG. akala ko malalaglag na sya kaya di ako nagreklamo na nasisikipan na ko, yun pala chill na chill sya sa pagkakaupo nya!

ayon. yun lang. nakakatimang lang yung kuya. kainis. sana siniksik ko sya at tinulak ko sana sya nung pagkababa nya. yun lang po. 

bow.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011
`i'm back :D

yehey. sa wakas. okay na. wooohooo.


so ngayon, nakikinig ako ng california king bed. wala lang. gusto ko lang yung tunog. HAHA ano daw.
uhhh nakakilala na ako ng mga future blockmates ko. weehee. excited na meh. pag alis ko dito, after 1st sem na ang balik ko. hahaha. nakaka excite langs.
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iyakin ako nung bata, sobra. nakakahiya. hahha

nung prep ako,
   pag wala si mommy sa loob ng classroom iiyak ako. HAHAHA tas nung magpapakuha ng ID pic, umiyak muna ko. ewan ko kung bakit. kaya pag nakita mo yung id ko nung prep, matatawa ka ng bonggang bongga, parang snapshot galing sa the exorcist hahahahahahahahahaha nakakahiya ugh.


nung grade one ako,
  may bestfriend kase ko nung prep, si althessa. tas nagbago ng seating arrangement, edi ang katabi ko na si peejay lumbres.. umiyak ako. hahahahahahahahahaha nakakahiya ugh.


nung grade two ako,
 wala, matapang ako neto. nakaaway ko pa nga yung arjay delos santos ba yun? basta matangkad na may mask dati pero ngayon wala na. hahaha kaklase ko yon e. tas di ko sya inatrasan, simula non, di nya ko nabubully :D hahaha


nung grade three ako,
  recitation non kay maam parocha. teroristang math teacher to. e di ko alam ang sagot, tas basta nampapahiya talaga sya, so umiyak ako hahahha tas pina upo nya na ko tas nilapitan nya ko at ni-hug nya ko :">  hahahahahahahahahaha nakakahiya ugh.


nung grade four ako,
   matinding hagupit sa buhay ko. hahahha


nung grade five ako,
   wala akong maalala.


nung grade six ako,
   rechecking ng papers non kay maam franciso, eto bulldog naman. tas may mali sa paper ko, edi pumunta ako sa kanyatas kung ano ano na pinagsasabi. nalimutan ko na e. edi yon, iyak ako.  hahahahahahahahahaha nakakahiya ugh.


nung first year highschool ako,
  hindi ko alam kung baket, pero nag away kami ni mm. hahahaha seryoso. tas etong friend nya aa mo. parang sya pa yung kaaway ko. nakakainis talaga sya. di naman sya kasali, nakikisali. pampam. kairita x10^ngrabe talaga tas isang araw di ko na kinaya. HAHAHA nalungkot ako kase magkaaway kame ni mm, tas naiinis ako kase gawa ni friend na yon. haha tas mga 6pm ata yon, sa may stage na nasa may main lobby, dun ako nagdrama. HAHAHA dun ako huling nagdrama. edi yon na nga, umiyak ako habang nagkekwento don. tas edi feel na feel ko yung pagdadrama kong yon, bigla namang may umepal sa likod namen. walanjo, si sir lory pala! amp e narinig nya kaya mga pinagsasasabi ko?  hahahahahahahahahaha nakakahiya ugh.


at yea yun na nga yung last time na ako'y umiyak. after nan, wala na,
insensitive na kung insensitive,
bato na kung bato,
wala nakong pake. hahahaha

pero ngayon, pagnanonood ako ng movies gusto ko din maki-iyak..
kase lahat ng nasa paligid ko hagulgol na, ako, eto.. chill.
o kaya pag sharing sa klase, o kaya retreat, o kaya grad o kaya kung ano pa man, lahat sila yapusan w/ iyakan tas ako eto parin.. chill.
minsan gusto ko umiyak. kaso di ko na magawa. HAHAHAH nagsawa na ata ako kase iyakin ako nung bata? hahahahhaha di na talaga ako makaiyak ngayon. ang abno ko. hahaha

pero okay narin to. atleast pa easy easy nga langs :D
everyday happy! enervon!
yey! ang lame mo heri jem! :D

nga pala. geri na ko sa college :D woohooo.

Sunday, May 1, 2011
`halo halo na to. hahaha

pintay ko yung pc kase wala na ko magawa. tas lumabas ako ng kwarto para uminom ng tubig. tas dahil wala na ko magawa,binuksan ko ulit to. matalino e. hahahaha. at dahil wala na uli ako magawa. gagawa nalang ako ng blog entry. so yon.[hi ma'am agno. hahahahah]

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kaninang 9am, may kausap sa phone si mommy. nakakainis nga e, kung maka react si mommy, pati ikaw kakabahan hahaha. kase si Jan-Jan na anak ng isa sa mga trabahador ay makukulong daw. kase nahuli na nag da-drugs. :O natutuwa pamandin ako sakanya dati..kase nakakatawa sya. kakaiba din sya magisip. pero wala. ayon. nagdrugs. boom.
NAMAN. bat pa kase kelangan ng marijuana? :c grabe. magpakalasing ka nalang kesa mag ganon .ano baaaa.
kaya sana. lahat ng mga tao na mahal ko, lalo na yung mga lalaki. please lang. wag kayong magdrugs. PLEASE LANG TALAGA. TT^TT

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tas mga 10:130am may tumawag uli. isa sa mga tiga-parian na kakilala at medyo "ka-close" na ni daddy ang nabaril sa batangas. :O nakakaawa yung mga anak nya :c ang bata bata pa nila :c

ayon. ang ganda ng umaga ko no? tingtingtingting! tsk.

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okay na nga pala kame ni kayla. hindi rin tumagal e. basta kinabukasan wala na kong inis. haha ewan ko ba kung bat ako ganto. yun bang kunyari ngayon, galit na galit ako sa isang tao. tas maya maya,pag nagsalita na yung tao,kakausapin ko. tas masasabi ko nalang sa sarili ko na " AY. galit nga pala ko dito hahaha" tas edi yon, wala na. okay na. hahahaha.
pero masaya ako na ganan ako.
 atleast wala akong problema sa pag move on :P HAHAHA ALAMSSS.

sabi nga ni Kayla, napaka easy-go-lucky ko daw XD pati...
never pa ko na depressed HAHAHAHAHAHA
 pa easy easy lang naman ako sa buhay ko e.
ayaw ko magseryoso masyado. (kaya nasasabihan ng isip bata e)
ayoko tumanda.
pero gusto ko na maging doctor. HAHAHAHA.

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tungkol naman kay Kayla..nagkakamalabuan na sila :c tas umiiyak sya gawa nung guy :c

naalala ko si girl-friend#2 dati naiyak sa sulok ng room at nakikinig ng "before i let you go" hahaha natatawa lang ako. yun nga pala yung kanta nung kasayaw ko si unggoy nung 3rd yr.
thefuck?  hahahahahahaha. sabi ko sayo, halo halo tong post na to e. wahaha.

nways, yon. tas si girl-friend#3 umiyak den tas may mga agawan cheverloo.

natatawa lang ako. tas napapaisip din ako.
darating kaya yung time na magiging ganon din ako?
yung nasa sulok tas naiyak at nakikinig sa "before i let you go" at kung ano ano pang emo na kanta?
yung pupuntahan ko yung isa kong kaibigan tas maghahandusay sa floor at magwawala at umiyak ng bonggang bongga sabay sabi ng
"grabe na..di ko na kaya.. ang saket saket na talaga.. AJUJUJUJUJUJUJUJUJU".
darating kaya yon?

syempre..syempre hinde. ako pa. sa tigas kong to. hahahahahahha yeheyyyy.
kahet nga si unggoy sinasabihan ako na matigas ako e. hahahaha
pero TOTOO NAMAN KASE.

Thursday, April 28, 2011
`wala nang atrasan.

yesterday,we went to NEU and submitted the requirements and other stuffs and got myself enrolled. 
i already have my ID :"> and as always, i hate my ID pic HAHAHA. nways..

here's my sched for the first semester.

HAHAHAHAHAHA malandi. 
IKR. hahahaha
i just felt like putting hearts under thursday since i don't have classes during that day. yay!

i don't really like my sched :c i have a class on saturdays. how am i supposed to go home? so does this mean that i'll be staying there for good O___O
OMAIGAWD NOOOOO~

and look at my sched for monday and wednesday, no lunch?! EH?!?! ugh i'm gonna die =3="
22 UNITS. :O







OHHHH and 
this is riva's sched→
ughhhh-- she's so lucky :c









Tuesday, April 26, 2011
`wehhhhhhh

I  DISAGREE →
nakita ko yang post na yan sa tumblr kanina. 
and i disagree.
 hindi naman porket ginawa yan ay tunay syang lalaki. 
HINDI. hindi talaga. 
baket?

 e nagawa na saken yan pare. 
yung tinatawagan at tinetext gamit ang cellphone ng magulang nya. pati nga sa kapatid, kaklase, schoolmate, kalaro ng dota, e nakikihiram sya ng cellphone makapagtext/makatawag lang. hahaha seryoso.
yung daddy nya kase dati pati, laging naka superunli. daig pa sya ikr HAHA 
at ang nakakatimang pa don, minsan pag natawag sya e andun din yung daddy nya. as in naririnig ko pa boses ng daddy nya..minsan kase naguusap pa sila habang kausap din nya ko sa phone. so yon. ganan sya.. 
kaya di talaga ako sang ayon dito. hahahahaha

WALA TO. NAALALA KO LANG. KAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2011
`explanations HAHAHA

about that "never make me jealous " thing, uhh--


you see, i'm not the type of person that shows what he/she feels. i tend to bottle them up. that's the reason why just saying "i miss you" is really hard and super awkward for me. hahahaha. 
i always say that i never get jealous. but honestly, i kinda always do bahahaha

when i know that i don't have the right to be jealous, i'll NEVER tell/show it to you, and i'm perfectly good at that, as if i'm not feeling anything at all. so if you're trying to "test" me,["test"→if i get jealous, it means i like you] well NO. sorry. and if you make me soooo jealous, i will think of it as "oh, you're not interested in me, you like that person more. oh. ohkay" and i won't like you anymore thus, i'll give up on you. HAHAHAHA 

BUT when i have the right to, i won't tell it either. at first i'll be all "oh i don't care" and then once i get really really jealous, i'll show it to you and get  mad at you :c


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about the hug thing.



i've hugged 3 guys aside from my daddy and ofcourse,those kids.
so, 2 of them are,well..let's just say they are girly guys or "not that straight" haha.

and then there is this one person named Mico.
I met him from this karate class in letran. he's an incoming 3rd year highschool student this school year but i'm only 2 months older. o.O
he repeated 2nd year because he got lazy and did not go to school so he had to take it again. LOL ikr.
blah blah he made a retreat letter for me btw♥ XD and then blah blah, fast forwad,

CHRISTMAS BALL- so there, i was dancing with a guy friend,then when i was about to take my seat, Mico called me and asked for a dance. so yep dance dance blah, my feet hurts so much so i told him that i'll go back hahaha and then he spread his arms and said "hug? :>" and because he's only like a little bro, i gave him one. then blah blah fast forward again.
AFTER C.A.T CLASS-i was with Hannah and Ursula, we're about to go to the cr to change our shirts. then out of nowhere, Mico appeared. hahaha and is now in front of me. O.O and then he spread his arms and said "oh? yung hug ko?" nakakatimang. i was shocked of course. so, i laughed and pushed him out of the way. XD after changing our shirts, we went to the canteen and mico was there again. infront of me and said "o ano na? yung hug ko?" so i laughed again and walked away. HAHAHA so after that, hannah was teasing me. ugh-- he's like a younger brothaaaa.


Wednesday, April 13, 2011
`list

so. it's already 1:20AM and i can't  sleep. uhh-- i mean, i don't want to sleep.
i've been refreshing my tumblr dashboard and fb newsfeed for like 99999999999999999999999999999999 times already. guess everyone's asleep :c
i wanna eat popcorn. but i'm too lazy to go down and have it microwaved lol
there's Stik-O on my left but i don't wanna eat it. i want popcorn :c
bahahaha this is so childish.

i'm bored. so i've decided to make a list of things that make me smile. HAHA
[this is what i do when i feel all ewwwww-y and sad, think of happy thingies. :D ]

  • rainy days- yesss. i like it when it rains ♥ um no. i LOVE it when it rains. hehe
  • good morning/night texts- it makes my day ♥
  • looooooong texts- it makes me feel special. it's as if the person's really trying to make an effort to have a good convo with me :3
  • learning a new language- i know how to write in korean. HAHA i can understand korean,jap and chn a bit. lol
  • "hello!"- i rarely start convos, i do it so rarely that it's so close to NEVER. haha i'm very unfriendly ^^;; so when i actually talk/text/im you first, then duuuuuuuuuuude. you should be hella thankful. 
  • icecream & iskrambolito- reminds me of Sarah, we used to buy one of the two before we go home.
  • sour strips- nomnom
  • jellybeans- NOMNOMNOMNOM
  • gifts- no.not those expensive ones, but those gifts that are REALLY meant for you, those, i consider SPECIAL ♥  i keep their wrappers. :P even those candy wrappers. HAHA
  • calls- better than text :P 
  • red stuffs- hahaha my fave color :3
  • madeline- yes. the cartoon. hahahahahaha
  • pretty notebooks/pads- hahahaha need i say more? :P
  • happy endings- lol you know, those happy endings in fairytales HAHAHAHA
  • sincere compliments- yes. sincere.
  • when someone gets jealous- i.... i.... i actually find it cute. bahahahaa but never ever make me jealous.[this, i shall explain some other day]
  • jokes- well duh. XD
  • smiles- :D hehehe i smile back :D
  • when someone looks at me in the eyes- :">
  • pinky swears- i still pinky swear. it's greater than a promise. it's legit.
  • family&friends- ♥
  • rainbow- it's very cute! :3
  • night- i just love how the moon and stars look like. sometimes i just wanna lay on the ground with someone and just look at them.
  • forehead kisses- never had one tho. but i find it cute and romantic :P buahaha
  • bear hugs- i don't hug. i rarely do. aside from my dad and kids, i've hugged only, 3 males in my entire life. [i shall make a post about this someday too. haha]
  • stuffed toys- i don't care if it's small,huge,cheap,expensive or something that you just won out of a game, just give it to me. HAHAHA
  • soft bed- sleeeeeeeeep ♥
  • etc hahahahahaha


i shall continue this some other day orrrrr
i'm gonna make a list of things i hate orrrrr
facts about me.

what is up with lists and me nowadays? @____@
roflcopter.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011
`anobanamanyan.

OH. OH-KAY.



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Tuesday, April 5, 2011
`bawal mag ingles.

bawal mag ingles.
wala lang. gusto ko lang. hahaha.


kahapon.
nagpunta ako sa QC para kumuha ng eksaminasyon.
at ang hirap nya. masgusto ko pa yung ustet
si nanay at tatay ang kasama ko.
napansin ko na, malaki pala yun. maganda. sa palagay ko, masmaganda sya sa letran wahaha. 




bukas.
mag-lalangoy kame. BUAHAHAHA [ang aking salita hahaha]
ako,kayla,hannah,ursula,ian SM,karl,cyrus at zhinkie.
dun kami sa uhhhh--- resort nila ian.
 woooh libre. \m/




sa biyernes.
EK ang edison at harveyyy.
ayun.



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Saturday, April 2, 2011
`NOBODY.

it was 7:30AM when i woke up. because i had to go to school for that exit interview.
9:15AM i was at the principal's office.
9:45AM still no sign of the principal.
10:15 AM oh finally.
but then they said that we were supposed to get a "reservation". so they told us to go home.
urggghhh-- it was veeeeeeery annoying.
so together with Sarah, we went to 7/11 and bought icecream. HAHAHAHA then blah blah blah.

blah blah blah.
graduation.
it was fuuuuuuuuuuun. there were pretty fireworks. haha
i took a lot of pictures. gonna upload them later. or tmr. idk. roflolmaonade!
i wasn't able to see some people tho TT^TT

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today, i'm supposed to go to ephra's  and abbie's houses. buuuuut. i woke up at 11:30am. sooooo i ain't going anywhere. 

haha riva wants me to accompany her to SM or walter because she had to recopy her photos. but ughhh-- i don't wanna gooooo :c 

and last night i canceled the "supposed-to-be-a-bonding-moment" with my cousin, May, because of that lunch and dinner thingy. :c

and also. kenneth was inviting me to a party. but ughh-- nakakahiya talaga naman kase. :O


sorry guys.




Thursday, March 10, 2011
`hello new diary :>

so yep, i have a new diary. i ca't believe i actually finished one :O
wahahaha i'm gonna keep that :> and then when i get older, i'll read it again and laugh at myself. HAHA

March 30, 2011 → baccalaureate mass// K.
April 1, 2011 → GRADUATION ♥